everything that is sad has something beautiful behind it
ramblings of an irrational in LON-HKG-SIN
Monday, June 23, 2014
I Don't Know What I Want But I Know What I Don't Want
x r.ang
Monday, October 12, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
tired & emooing = Amei songs
同样的一场日落
同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我
时间一到就松手
你用一万个理由
都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛
我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯
我用一万个答案
解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛
我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯
你怀里有太多问号
告诉我怎么依靠
我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等
我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯
你是爱我的Ni Shi Ai Wo De - Zhang Hui Mei
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Kiss Goodbye... I love this song to bits
Baby不要再哭泣
Baby bu yao zai ku qi
這一幕多麼熟悉
zhe yi mu duo mo shu xi
緊握著你的手彼此
jin wo zhe ni de shou bi ci
都捨不得分離
dou she bu de fen li
每一次想開口
mei yi ci xiang kai kou
但不如保持安靜
dan bu ru bao chi an jing
給我一分鐘專心
gei wo yi fen zhong zhuan xin
好好欣賞你的美
hao hao xin shang ni de mei
幸福搭配悲傷
xing fu da pei bei shang
同時在我心交叉
tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
挫折的眼淚
cuo zhe de yan lei
不能測試愛的重量
bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
付出的愛收不回
fu chu de ai shou bu hui
還欠你的我不能給
hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
別把我心也帶走 去跟隨
bie ba wo xin ye dai zou qu gen sui
(Chorus)
每一次和你分開
mei yi ci he ni fen kai
深深的被你打敗
shen shen de bei ni da bai每一次放棄你的溫柔 痛苦 難以釋懷
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou tong ku nan yi shi huai每一次和你分開
mei yi ci he ni fen kai每一次Kiss You Goodbye
mei yi ci Kiss You Goodbye愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai
幸福搭配悲傷
xing fu da pei bei shang
同時在我心交叉
tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
挫折的眼淚
cuo zhe de yan lei
不能測試愛的重量
bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
付出的愛收不回
fu chu de ai shou bu hui
還欠你的我不能給
hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
我才明白愛最真實的滋味
wo cai ming bai ai zui zhen shi de zi wei
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
emooo song of the moment
除了想你 除了爱你
Chu le xiang ni, chu le ai ni
Besides thinking of you, besides loving you
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
hu ~ wo shen me shen me dou yuan yi
hu ~ I’m willing to do anything
翻开日记 整理心情
Fan kai ri ji zheng li xin qing
Flipping through the diary, straightening up my mood
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
hu ~ Wo zhen de zhen de xiang fang qi
hu ~ I really, really think of giving up
你始终没有爱过
Ni shi zhong mei you ai guo
All along, you have never loved [me] before
你在敷衍我
Ni zai fu yan wo
You are patronizing me
一次一次忽略我的感受
Yi ci yi ci hu lüe wo de gan shou
Every time [you always] neglected my feelings
我真的感到力不从心
Wo zhen de gan dao li bu cong xin
I finally feel helpless
无力继续
Wu li ji xu
No more strength to continue
这感情 不值得我犹豫
Zhe gan qing bu zhi de wo you yu
This feeling, is not worth it for me to hesitate
不值得我考虑
Bu zhi de wo kao lü
Not worth for me to think over
不值得我爱过你
Bu zhi de wo ai guo ni
It’s not worth it that I once loved you
这种回忆 不值得我提起
Zhe zhong hui yi bu zhi de wo ti qi
This piece of memory is not worth for me to mention
不值得想起
Bu zhi de xiang qi
Not worth to think about
不值得哭泣
Bu zhi de ku qi
Not worth crying for
这段感情 早就应该放弃
Zhe duan gan qing zao jiu ying gai fang qi
This feeling should be given up earlier
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
Zao jiu bu gai rang wo lang fei shi jian zhao qi ji
That way, early on it would have not wasted my time looking for a miracle
这样的你 不值得我恨你
Zhe yang de ni bu zhi de wo hen ni
Having you like this, is not worth for me to hate you
不值得我为你而坏了心情
Bu zhi de wo wei ni er huai le xin qing
Not worth for me to ruin my mood because of you
我决定不为你而毁了心
Wo jue ding bu wei ni er hui le xin
I’ve decided not to let my heart break because of you
放弃爱你
Fang qi ai ni
[I’ve] Given up loving you
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2009: Ice Cream , Fireworks & Taboo
Quiet affair of lovely Udders ice cream; gossiping about Fiona Xie, Andea Fonseka, Michelle Chia, Jade Seah while they pranced on national TV; sniggered when Tay Ping Hui sang "I'm Yours" and screamed with joy when I could see the fireworks from the living room of my friend's lovely Lincoln Modern apartment!
Night was fueled with Taboo (boys VS girls), McDonalds, HBO movies of Pirates of the Carribbean & Harry Potter... Hmmm... not much alcohol but it sure was a nice & cosy night.
Glad my lovely friends talked me out of going to the Marina Barrage alone - I'm sure it would have been nice seeing the fireworks up close but having the company of my friends was definately better. The view from the apartment was great + having the TV showing the fireworks with a 5sec lag was entertaining too! Must say this year's fireworks were Really nice. Big, new colors of purple & gold and there were new formations too.
Puts a smile on my face.
I now welcome 2009 with a smile, warm heart and open mind.
With great friends - nothing can be That bad after all.
*grin*
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Deleted
Just need to work on those 'saved' messages later.
Sigh.
I pray for strength.
Ouch ouch ouch!
So I end up with watery eyes and temptation to burst out into tears any moment but I know I should not.
Ok ok calm down. *breath breath*
"Now you know what to do come midnight tonight"
I am so not looking forward to 2009
*There are only so many ways to break me - I think he has done so in all possible ways*
Cupcakes
Maybe all the better - so that I will lay off red velvets and get red of my sweet tooth.
Ha. Sorry for the pun but it sure made me laugh when I'm supposed to be emo at this moment.
Eleven minutes into the 31st
Because 2009 is when I am suppose to make major decisions/changes/choices - and I don't really want to face them all.
Can I just stay in 31st 2008 forever? First time in my life that I am not looking to the clock striking twelve... fireworks will make me smile, but at that same moment - I know my heart will be breaking.
='(