Breakfast on a Sat morning

Dun think I've been up so early on a Sat for a long long time. Dragged my sorry ass out of bed at 845 to see Dr Loke for my acne prob. Told to wait 2hrs so i'm sitting at e veranda outside Mama bread, with an apple juice n just had this AMAZING bread! Cranberry chocolate creamcheese. Super yummy. Chowed it down in under ten bites n now thinking if i should buy more! :-P

Walking away & pray I won't turn back

突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我 你会想到什么

4th Oct - Amei Star Concert

Bought a new LG tv for the family & it came with 2 free tickets to Amei. Thankful that I found an avid fan in Cindy and off we went for a 3 hour concert! Amei can really sing - first time I have been to a concert that is 3 hours long with no guest singer and short costume changes. Really really great performer but as we were at the highest section, the people didn't seem very enthusiatic. I only had my C902 phone with me, so photos and video are not clear but the sounds recorded are quite good I must say!


The light were such that I couldn't take any decent shot with my camera phone.

"If I ain't got you"

原來你什麼都不想要

天黑黑

解脫 part 1

解脫 part 2

解脫 part 3

3rd Oct: The day we were stoned bridesmaids

The day started at 5am till we crawled home at 1+am... & for some bizarre reason, the bride's bouquet hit my hand (damn myself for reacting!) So yeah, it's mine and I apparently now have till end of next year to get hitched. More of "yeah right" I'm thinking.

Groom & brothers trying to be 'emo'

Ryan & 'Joey' hanging out

Joey! Sweet little thing who was so scared though

Me with big eyebags & Carroll

Me with no eyebags in this angle + Carroll

'Zi Pai' goes on...

Caroll caught in a moment

'Zi Pai' again but this looks like some photoshoot

Look at my HUGE eyebags! *boo hoo!*

Me & Megan - sweet little girl who wants to be very pretty!

I didn't touch a single drop till after the wedding when I went to smile @ the bartender and took a 3/4 bottle of red wine and 2 glasses - to share at my table lah... everyone thought I looked like an alcoholic. heh.

Sharon the bride after everything - told her she looked like those 'see lai' in HK who go to gym with make up and big hair. hah. so she poses here to show off her lovely ring too. Congrats to you babe! =) Glad you and Melvyn have each other & an amazing new home. Babies to come soon too I hope!

First F1 night race

And it wasnt Hamilton who topped e qualifiers! It was Massa who I managed to snap!

I must say that the venue where the circuit is built around is really nice - spectators get to booze, eat, chill, lounge on the grass, listen to live acts, or actually watch the race; all in one confined venue! It's so much better than the typical boring track!

We had beer while live band sang... walked about to check out other views... had dinner... then walked about more to check out the other stages/food stalls - the food village looked impressive and the Padang was so nice with all the bright lights around. Although I must say $6 bucks for laksa sounds scary!

Photos and videos below - hope it's not boring...tried SO hard to capture the F1 cars on the track ok?! Had to take tons to get the few with the cars in frame. Enjoy!

Virgin visit to Hooters+Chivas RVP+Zouk = 6.30am ETA back home

Before i head on to Chivas party, me and Alvin pigging out at Hooters! It's my first time here. :-D

Another lovely song, I only wish it was Real

Its Real - Olivia Ong

lying down, underneath the stars
thinking about the way you looked into my eyes and told me how you feel
i dont know if my heart and mind are singing the same tune
need to know coz within me is a mix of fear, a little thrill

can’t believe what i feel is real
feelings that’s hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

you and i
i never thought i’d fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there’s nothing to conceal
it’s real

and i tried, i cant seem to get myself to think of anything but you
i keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too
everything, every single thing about you touches my heart in a way
i have never felt like this before, it’s real

can’t believe what i feel is real
feelings that’s hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

Fish n rojak

On route to Sharon's new place, we decided on a pit stop at hougang for e best rojak! Got tempted by fish n chips too. :-P

Amusing ourselves

Things girls do when they think they look better with shades. Heh
*oooh this mobile blogging's so easy! ok, I sound like an idiot...*

oh how I wish... 'make it mutual'

A quiet moment making my footprints on the sand.
A sweet feeling comes surrounding me.
It's delirious.
Now that's a sugar rush.
My heart is beating oh so fast,
And I dun wanna fall too deep but I want to make it last

There's no need to rush.
We can take our time. Let it go the natural way.
We begin as friends?
And who knows what ?
Where this could be taking me

In this nice cool breeze.
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

You know what I would like?
I'd like to get to know you more.
Make that mutual.
Boy, you know you wanna know me too

This is how you make me feel.
When you're here, I feel your vibe,
And I hope I don't fall into deep too fast

You're not the type,
Who'll rush into things.
And let it slip away. Yeah,
I like your type.
Caught up in this ride.
It's kinda silly but I'll say

In this nice cool breeze,
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too

I hate myself....

each time I wonder what you're doing...who you're with...where you are. Why can't I control my thoughts? Why can't I think less of you? Why can't I stop fighting myself? Why do I miss you so?

so many Whys =(

maybe 'cos I miss laughing with you.

I think I can die happy now?

photos of the bag and shoes I have finally added to my 'dream list' collection.... now just maybe another pair of 'very prives' and a caviar leather 2.55? *grin*



pre-fall 08 striped dark pewter 2.55 re-issue

black patent

tortoiseshell patent

hmmm....Then again, I am not really happy... these are just materials...

fighting myself...

..inside.

It sure feels really crap, not being able to tell someone that you miss them... especially when you could but you know you shouldn't because you're just trying to protect yourself. I really hate all this games that ppl play... why can't it just be black/white sometimes when it comes to feelings?

I wish I could just say it and not care about the consequances - but I....

Hell.

I really miss you... but I can't tell you & I hate myself for that.

dai mee wang

Attempted...

my first 30mins work out and hell I'm here panting as I type. =S Glad I made the 10rounds ard the estate as promised to myself but urghhhhh... I wish was fitter, leaner and slimmer!

I will make it.... 50's the magic number!

all I need... if only things were so simple

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't i ever learn
I've lost all my trust that i'm sure we try to
Turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close

Here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning around

Can you still see the heart of me
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I've tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away
Don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something i can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place