Saturday, May 31, 2003

walked to the greenwich town to grab a lunch of pie and beans. then walked around, going into those 2pound book shops. for once i felt at home. think it was the sun + heat that made me feel so comfy. FYI, its a high of 26degrees today!

walked back though the park and it was really crowded! wonder why the kids dun have to go school....hmm.
am back in the refuge of my room but i think i will grab a book and my knitting and head back out to enjoy the sun.

=)

Friday, May 30, 2003


i do realised that i have a very very sad social life in london. everyday i wake up, the first thing i do is turn on my lappy, then do the other stuff. after getting my bowl of cereal, i will bring it back to my desk, to surf and eat @ the same time.

after clearing all my emails ( not alot actually ) and reading all the news, i am basically just bumming online. which makes me feel really stupid now. instead of going out to enjoy the real world, i stay in my little messy room, pulled into this virtual world i so love and just wait for people to come on icq to chat with me. ( which is not many again ).

this is so sad. wait. I am so sad. a sad sad case of a no lifer, so i cannot blame London.

everyone Loves London! it's happening, it's so great!

yeah.

so why do i put myself in such a position? i am pondering it about it now.

maybe i stay online all this time just to wait for that someone to msg me.
or maybe i am just thing lazy lazy gal who refuses to get out of her room.
or maybe i don't like the idea of going out alone, feeling like an idiot?
or maybe, i am just hooked on bloody Ebay! ( spending a fortune there.... )

Maybe, it's just me and all of the above reasons.

i need a life. i need to live for myself!

ok.

i'm going out and not looking back.
i finally did get my butt out of the chair....in fact out of my room. went to a mate's houseparty. actually had the intention of not turning up but he called me and personally 'reminded' me again, so i figured that i had to go somehow.....dun wanna be too anti-social lah.

bought some booze ( it's a uk thing. go to a party = bring alcohol. not food ), a Zinger meal from kfc for my dinner and hopped on the bus. got to the party like 11pm, and stayed till 1am. it was nice in a way, the night was not too cold, a lot of people around and a dj spinning some dnb. Guess the only down part was not knowing a lot of people, so ended up just huddling with my few classmates.

got a lift out to catch my night bus, sent 2 gals off on their bus before making my way to catch mine.

waited one bloody hour for it. was freezing at the bustop k.....
so now it's 3.43am and i am still wide awake.

my flatmate just made some weird moaning|groaning noise again. he always does it while sleeping. hmm...wonder if he's having some dream or is my typing so loud that he gets disturbed??

dun care for now.
*whistles*

:: should go party more often ::

having so many hours of sunshine can certainly mess up your mind. it's 7pm now and the sun's shining like it's 4pm. i've been sleeping @ 2am and waking up @ 12pm everyday now.....no good no good.

so many things to do, but i cant get my butt off the chair.

Thursday, May 29, 2003


dinner: Mashed potato + broccoli, topped with tuna + sweetcorn, then mushroom and finally cheese. then dumped into the oven to bake.

shiok.

hungry?

*grin*

Wednesday, May 28, 2003


ok. i have too much time to kill now and i will be constantly updating my blog i guess.

erm, one thing to ask of my friends...if you could, visit http://www.helpdebbie.com and err....donate a couple of buckaroos?

yes, i know i know...how can i just trust what some stranger says on the web and give some money?
i guess trust is really so hard to gain now, so instead of trying and waiting to gain someone's trust, why not trust someone first?
i believe in what goes around comes around!

debbie really seems quite in need...so if you could, give. if not, pray for her?

thankya!

There is this company in Uk called Truprint, that lets you mail in your film to them for developing, and the return it to you via mail again, together with a free roll of film for every film you send it. The first time i used it, it was fast, nice big prints and i got free film! So i decided to use their services again.

well, just got my photos back, but the 2 free rolls of film has gone missing. *sigh* i inspected the package and noticed that someone has pried open one corner of the pack and stuck i back.

so someone stole my film.

CHEAPO ANG MOHS!

$%#$%!!!

if you're free, please go to http://www.petitiononline.com/cwsasdhr/petition.html to sign the peitition against the culling of the singapore cats and dog!
oh. i finally watch The Pianist the other day....and all i can say it just fills me with this unending sorrow. The main piece from the soundtrack also brings forth the pain felt by the Jews..... i must say i admire the German officer for his grace to help keep Szpilman alive, to the extend of moving his office into the building where Szpilman was hiding, just so to be able to feed him. I guess it's this kind of unselfish giving that keeps the world moving.

kinda sad that Szpilman didnt manage to save the German officer.

oh well.

For those who havent watched it, do so. It's compelling.
*twiddling fingers*

ah....so now i have exactly 30 days to go before i leave London. what shall i do to kill time?? hmmm. think i will go scan in my Lomo photos for now and put them up on my Lomo homepage.

Yes yes....i am a broadcaster.

*bleh*

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

1.36pm:: i've done it. it's over....yes!!! i am officially on holiday now! Wheeeee~

just waiting for Pennapa now to head to school together.

now i can sleep and eat all i want.

*smirk*
i fell asleep.

or more like i willingly took a nap because my eyes were getting tired from all the reading i was trying to do.

ok ok. it's too late to undo stuff....it's 5.10am and i have only just started typing my opening paragraph. am i able to hand it in like 5 hours later? arghs!!!




*cow. kill the chick please. she's not doing her work in the farm.*

my essay is driving me nuts. its already 8.46pm, i am still doing online research for it and nothing seems to be revelant! arghs!
how am i going to get it out by tomorrow??

*sniff*

Monday, May 26, 2003


listening to a lot of emo mandarin and cantonese songs now. gives me the chills somehow...all love songs. hmmm. but somehow they just bring a smile to my face and my thoughts drift back to my sec. school days of listening to 9.33fm

*grin*

ahhh.....hair's standing now, it's some song by Alex To. One part goes like "don't worry that i love you too much, for i'm very happy loving you"

=P

* just got remindered that in exactly 1 mth or 31days i will be back home!!!!!!

Yes yes yes!*




ok. back to my essay. =(