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Love the 'oldies' feel to this song... though it Might just be really old, I would'nt know!

ถึงจะสิ้นวิญญาณกี่ครั้ง
Tueng ja sin win-yarn gi krang
No matter how many times my soul ceases to exist.
ฉันก็ยังรักเธอฝังใจ
Chan gor yang rak ther fang-jai
My love for you is endless.
ถึงจะสิ้นดวงจันทร์ไฉไล
Tueng ja sin dwong-jan chai-lai
Although the beautiful moon ceases to exist.
ไม่เป็นไรเพราะยังมีเธอ
Mai pen rai pror young mee ther
I mind not for I still have you
ฟ้าจะมืดจะมัวช่างฟ้า
Fah ja maud ja mua chang fah
Although the sky is gloomy, I mind not
ขอให้มีสายตาหวานละเมอ
Khor hai mee sai-tar whan la-mer
so long as I see the sweet look is in your eyes
ถึงจะสิ้นแผ่นดินนะเธอ
Tueng ja sin phen-din na ther
Although earth ceases to exist
ให้ได้เจอยิ้มเธอชื่นใจ
Hai dai jer yim ther chun-jai
Just seeing your smile makes me happy
ไม่ได้ชิด ก็ขอเพียงได้ชม
Mai dai chid gor khor phieng dai chom
Although I can't be close to you, seing you is enough
ไม่ได้สม ไม่เห็นแคร์อะไร
Mai dai som mai hen care a-rai
Although I can't get what I want, I don't care
ขอให้ได้รักข้างเดียวเอาไว้
Khor hai dai rak khang diew kao-wai
Just loving you one-sided is enough
ไม่เช่นนั้นใจฉันคงหลุดลอย
Mai chen-nun jai chan khong lhud-loy
Otherwise my heart would be lost
ถึงโลกแตกแหลกลานสิบครั้ง
Tueng lok takk lakk-larn sib krang
Although earth explodes 10 times over
ฉันก็ยังรักเธอหวังใจรอคอย
Chan gor yung rak ther whang-jai ror- koi
I still love and wait for you.
แม้จะสิ้นวิญญาณเลื่อนลอย
Mae ja sin win-yarn luen-loy
Although my soul ceases to exist and is gone
ก็จะคอยพบเธอชาติอื่นเอย
Kor ja koi phob ther chat aun ei...
I'll wait to meet you again next life

记得

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有以后

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等着对方先说 想分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

The Strangers

Watched 'The Strangers' and hell I screamed like SOOOOOOOOOOO many times! Would have chewed on my hands if I didn't need them to cover my eyes!

Erm.. time to sleep.. cont. another day... zzzz

p.s. AMK hub is sure freaky when one's walking alone to take the cargo lift to the carpark...

Dreams DO come through!

28th June has been one crazy day for me...today's the day I set my hands on my very own 'Ultimate' bag... It's so surreal and the fact that it cost a bomb hasn't hit me yet but hell, I sure did something for myself and I'm VERY happy about it!

Don't think I will ever get another bag that will ever come close to & this bag is DEFINATELY for life!

Don't worry, I didn't break my piggy bank or have to starve the next whole year for it - but hell it sure made a dent in the 'rainy day fund'!

AHhhhhhh... Thank you - you know who you are, for being so sweet to help lug it back all the way.

Now I will go sleep very sweetly.... *grin*


p.s. this particular one must be damn hard to come by 'cos I can't even find it on Ebay! Now, we all know we can find anything & everything on there!

today

I walked away from all that was given to me, all that I had.
Sorry won't make up for any bit of the pain I've caused but it's all I can say now...



"goodbye big red ballon, may you float into happier lands..."

ทำไมต้องเธอ (Why you?)

I have absolutely no idea what this song means - tried googling forever but no results. Think that it sounds sad but yet somehow very catchy... so listen if you wish! Update 25th May: Pennapa has so kindly translated it for me! =) Thank you!

ก็ มัน ไม่ อยากรู้ ก็ มัน ไม่ อยาก รัก
gôr man mâi yàak róo gôr man mâi yàak rák
Actually I didnt really want to

ไม่มี เวลา ที่จะ คิด ที่จะ สนใจ
mâi mee way-laa têe jà kít têe jà sŏn-jai
there was no time to think about it

แต่ พอได้ เจอะ เธอ ก็ ดู ชีวิต มัน ผิด เพี้ยน ไป
dtàe por dâai jè ter gôr doo chee-wít man pìt pían bpai
but when I met you, my life seems to have changed

ฉัน กลายเป็น คนอ่อนแอ ไม่ ชอบ เลย
chăn glaai bpen kon òn ae mâi chôp loie
I became weak and I dont like that

เมื่อไหร่ ที่อยู่ ใกล้ เธอ ฉัน รู้สึก ราวกับ เคลิ้ม ไป
mêua-rài têe yòo glâi ter chăn róo-sèuk raao gàp klérm bpai
whenever I get close to you, it's like I'm dreaming

ไม่ เป็น ตัวเอง ไม่ เหมือนเคย
mâi bpen dtua eng mâi mĕuan koie
I'm not myself

แต่ พอ เธอ ห่าง หาย ไป คิด จะ ลืม ยัง ไม่ได้ เลย
dtàe por ter hàang hăai bpai kít jà leum yang mâi dâai loie
and when you're gone, I just cant stop thinking of you

ทำไม ต้อง เป็น ( เธอ ) ไม่เข้าใจ
tam-mai dtông bpen ( ter ) mâi kâo jai
why you, I dont understand

นี่ ตัวฉันเอง หรือ เปลี่ยนไป ถึง เพียง นี้
nêe dtua chăn eng rĕu bplìan bpai tĕung piang née
is this myself? how I have changed

หมด ความเข้มแข็ง และ เหตุผล ไป อย่าง อย่างง่ายดาย
mòt kwaam kêm kăeng láe hèt pŏn bpai yàang yàang ngâai daai
irrational as I became

อาจ เป็นเพราะ เธอ นั้น ที่ เดิน มาหา เข้ามา ค้น ใจ
àat bpen prór ter nán têe dern maa hăa kâo maa kón jai
or maybe because you've walked into my life

แล้ว ฉัน ก็เลย เปลี่ยนไป เพราะ รัก เธอ
láew chăn gôr loie bplìan bpai prór rák ter
and I have changed, 'cause I love you

เมื่อไหร่ ที่อยู่ ใกล้ เธอ ฉัน รู้สึก ราวกับ เคลิ้ม ไป
mêua-rài têe yòo glâi ter chăn róo-sèuk raao gàp klérm bpai
whenever I get close to you, it's like I'm dreaming

ไม่ เป็น ตัวเอง ไม่ เหมือนเคย
mâi bpen dtua eng mâi mĕuan koie
I'm not myself

แต่ พอ เธอ ห่าง หาย ไป คิด จะ ลืม ยัง ไม่ได้ เลย
dtàe por ter hàang hăai bpai kít jà leum yang mâi dâai loie
and when you're gone, I just cant stop thinking of you

ทำไม ต้อง เป็น ( เธอ ) ไม่เข้าใจ
tam-mai dtông bpen ( ter ) mâi kâo jai
why you, I dont understand

15 days soon feels like too much.....

Day 13th of CNY and somehow it feels like it's never going to end! My diet is never going to happen and the kilos are simply not melting away (but thankfully they've stopped piling on too!) Am lazt to type for now so just some photos of food, me and fireworks taken over CNY,

How do you stop a female from buying shoes?

Was just going through my old post, realised that I didn't blog much in 2007. Anyway, saw the post that had me lamenting how to bring back to SG (from UK) - 24 pairs of shoes. This post got me chuckling, as when I was packing to leave HK for SG & was sorting out my shoes - I counted 100 pairs!

I did throw/give away some... but I don't actually know how many pairs I finally shipped back!
Will update the final 'count' when I actually find some space/time to unpack the 6 boxes.

Meanwhile, I am still dreaming of my $700 pair of stilettos...

We went for Jay & it was really really good!

After trying so damn hard and failing to get Jay's concert tickets in HK - I hounded my sister to find all means to get me a ticket to watch him in SG. I was relentless & she was so fustrated that she went on & hounded the people at OCBC bank & ta-dah, we got 2 tickets for the 1st show! (Of course my mum's quite smart to know we used her OCBC points + cash top up to get it)

This is like the first time I have paid to see a Chinese artist and I must say that it was a very good concert! Official showtime was 8pm & of course it never starts on time for any concert, but they hit off at a resonable time of 8.3opm and it was the start of a great time for me! (not sure about my sis, she was giving me looks everytime I was a bit more enthusiastic than her)

As I am not an avid Jay fan *pai seh lah!* - I didn't know that it was his birthday on the 18th itself until he asked the audience "jing tian shi she men re zi?" (what day is today?). A fan raised up a board that had "sheng re kuai le" written simply on it and the cameras caught it and showed it on the big screen - only then did know...

SMSed Dave and told him:
me - "Oh it's his B-day today! Means we get a special concert ah!"
Dave - "You happy lor"

Of course! =)

But at this point I am getting lazy to write out what else happened at the concert, I just want to add that is was a really good one - I felt very happy after attending it!

The sound from where we were was great, saw Jay play the drums, gu zhen, piano, guitar, dance & sing with a Nunchaku....had pyrotechnics.... & a particular dancer who had REALLY GOOD boday! My sister was like "OMG - did you see that guy's chest?" I think the whole audience did ,as the dancer was wearing this open chest retro pantsuits costume which revealed the chest BUT I must say that they looked quite gay.

Jay came back on for 2 more "planned" encore and finally ended only at 11.15pm > a 2hours 45min concert that was all great.

OK going back to typing my CV now after this "I'm still happy with Jay's concert 3 days after post". Photos and the other videos - I think I will put them at Facebook? (We were not allowed to take videos at the concert..... sssshhhhh)

*poof*

p.s. looking back on the video when Jay appears with his feather headgear - he reminds me of "Fong" from Balls of Fury!

"I Can't Give You Anything..... I Can Give You Gatsby!"

If I had money I’d go out
Buy you furs, dress you like a queen
And in a chauffeured limousine
We’d look so fine

But I’m an ordinary guy
And my pockets are empty
Just an ordinary guy
But I’m yours till I die

I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love
I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love

I cannot promise you a world
Can’t afford any fancy things
I cannot buy you diamond rings
No string of pearls

But my devotion I will give
All my love just to you, girl
My devotion I will give
For as long as I live

I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love
I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love

I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love

I've been driving Dave crazy with this song =P

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

*weeps, wails and wants to bang head against the wall*

I really really really like this bag and I want it sooooo badly but it's sold out on the official site.....

Just found out there are 3 boutiques in HK and 1 in SG - I am so going to call them up tomorrow and this time: no one is stopping me from buying this bag. Not even you, my Dear Dave! Ha!


*Update 15th May - I got my bag! Hahahah... I am one happy happi girl!

Brain's dead so I'll just post some photos here...

that's for turning a grand twenty- 0 - six!

Hunting for this song - Anyone has it?

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

I am online!!!!

Apologies to the owner of the wireless connection but I thank God for it!

Me sooooo happi!!!
Maybe I won't move out of this shoebox now.
hee hee