got an email today about some sappy true love story. then again...in this era of time, what is really love? are human beings really capable of loving someoner else, putting that someone before oneself?

doesnt seem so to me anymore. now everyone talks about their wants, their goals in life, and it's all about themself. guess i was like that for a period of time, where i wanted to be happy, with myself by myself.

but what do i really want? i still dunno. i work, i sleep, i breath, i eat.
yet i am not satisfied.
why do we humans have so many wants? and 90% of those wants are things we know we can never get. then why do we still aim towards those wants?

seems like a lot of ppl are going thru some crisis of the heart at the moment.
i always say, " loving/liking someone doesnt mean you have to be with that person"
words are easy to say, but so hard to put into practice.

again i come to the conclusion that i have all this weird thoughts all because i am an Emo chick. always thinking too much and thinking of 'what if's'.

life should never be about regrets right?

anyway, enough of my thoughts for tonight. the email i mentioned above ended with this:
but I guess everything comes with a reason...but what's the point of driving it out of someone if it's something you don't want to hear in the first place? "I want the truth" ---so easy to say but so difficult to accept.

so very true.

remember: nothing in life happens by chance.

it's all part of God's plan.