a major bruise on my knee, courtesy of Studio 57..... actually there are 2 smaller ones on my other knee. *sigh* that's me for being clumsy.

bits and bobs all over

fyp's in pieces.
ideas are coming in tiny flashes.
all this when i'm trying to complete an application for an internship.
i know it's almost the end.
somehow dont feel like i have the will+strength to go on.
i feel abandoned by whatever situation i'm in.
though i ask myself now: "what situation?"

so as bits come and go,
nothing really seems worth to blog about.
time to go perhaps...

maybe it's time i stopped listening to Ryuichi Sakamoto

| feeling very uninspired | grasping onto thin air | wonder how i will make it through all this |

forbidden colors have stirred my emotions

The wounds on your hands never seem to heal
I thought all I needed was to believe

Here am I, a lifetime away from you
The blood of Christ, or the beat of my heart
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes

Senseless years thunder by
Millions are willing to give their lives for you
Does nothing live on?

Learning to cope with feelings aroused in me
My hands in the soil, buried inside of myself
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in you once again

I'll go walking in circles
While doubting the very ground beneath me
Trying to show unquestioning faith in everything
Here am I, a lifetime away from you
The blood of Christ, or a change of heart

My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in you once again

i just cannot believe how much this bag costs..... *sigh*

oh! ah! it's pelting on me!

somehow managed to get a picture showing how Hail showers are...
kinda like tons of sugar bits dropping down

turtle in a well next?

my sister went and bought a can of longan as a treat for both of us.
although we sure didnt expect this brand to be on the shelves....
dont you sometimes wonder,
what was exactly going through the person's mind when coming up with the brand?

counting down the days...

You were right
And I don't want to be here
If you're gonna be there
Was that supposed to happen

I'll hold tight
I'll remember to smile
Though it has been a while
And without you does it matter

There's no room
No place to start
When our souls are apart

I want to travel through time
See your surprise
I'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just want to be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days

How've you been
It's just the usual here
And days are feeling like years
And every day's without you
Now I cry
Just a little too much
When i think of your touch
And everything about you

I feel cold
I'm in the dark
When our souls are apart

I want to travel through time
See your surprise
I'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just want to be a million miles away from here
I want to travel through time
See your surprise
I'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just want to be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days

"scratch disk full"

i've seen the above line flashing up upon the screen of my school's Mac tons of times,
but never on my loyal lappy.
Alas, while trying to do some work today in Photoshop, it popped up!

i always knew i needed an external hard drive somehow 'cos my lappy only has 20G,
plus i'm sick & tired of trying to copy my stuff out into ever piling stacks of CDs.

initially thought i could hold out till Sept, just before i head home...
but maybe now i have to start thinking about what options i have and then start saving.

should i get just an external HDD?
or maybe say, a 60G Ipod Photo?

hmmmmm....

currently looping

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off you...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you...

Did I say that I loathe you
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

It's a day of many hail showers

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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spring is upon us

hello spring
hello the hail showers..

pardon the face, but here's a photo

all for a £4.50 haircut

I've just spent 5 hours of my life today sitting in a salon.
Not any tom,dick & harry salon, but the Vidal Sassoon Advanced Academy.
After all that time spent and getting my hair chopped off by the students,
i somehow ended up looking like a chinadoll...

What's with the ang mohs and the image they like to put on me?
Maybe i should look on the other sides:
It looks slightly art decorish.

Was also offered more free haircuts+color in the future by Dove, the assistant creative director.
Am still wondering as i type this, why such a name?

hmmm...
that aside, think i will want another haircut soon.

where's the freaking garoupa?!

Was packing up my stuff (yes, again!) when i came upon a cd full of photos,
taken during a round-island Smiles Discovery car treasure hunt,
which took place sometime in Dec' 03.

Damn it, i was still quite slim then... my arms are NO WAY that size now.
Don't think i will ever forget that day, cos we (say yong+ the twins) stood at that pond for like 1hr+ & caught no fish
and i got the ugliest ever tan line from that tank top!!
which then ruined my plans to wear a nice tube dress that night for a girls night out...

For some unknown reason, the photographer hired for the event took tons of photos of my group trying to fish...
and most of them got me looking weird.

*%#&%

Doesnt help that the photos were then available for sale,
which he compiled into a CD complete with cheesy music,
& with 1 of the aweful photos of me used to mark out the 'Fishing Photos'.

Arghs!!!

The very thought of just other people having the very same CD with my bleah photos in it makes me green in the face.

Now i really hope not that many people bought the Cd......

disappear...

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you leave
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

me:

a walking irrational & emotional wreck.

before i hop off to lala land...

remember it's April Fools!

Actually, i don't fancy this design for this purse

Originally uploaded by r.ang.

Painted this design too and it sure was quite a nightmare for my eyes....
thank goodness they had tons of good tiny brushes and tons of paint for me to play with.

Ooh, i love this £99 chair...

Originally uploaded by r.ang.

Popped into Urban Outfitters when Dave was doing his round of shopping.
When we reached the household section and saw this chair, i almost screamed!

why?

'cos last year this time, i was sitting in a studio in Battersea and painting THIS VERY design!

I was on a work placement with Neisha Crosland
and was made to paint tons of different color combinations for the various designs,
all in Gouache.

so anyway i did my part in getting nice color combinations for the above design,
called Meringue.

yes, 1 year on and i finally feel a sense of achievment.
besides, it's a really lovely print and goes very well with the chair.

*beams*