ssshhhhhh.........

how was xmas for you all?
mine was spent in TTSH quietly watching dave's mum fall asleep.
poor mum of his has been warded some sort of infection.
but it was all nice and sweet.
a quiet moment to always remember by.

gut feelings

i always trust my gut feelings....
as somehow or other, they seem to be right.
but what if your heart wants to trust someone but yet your gut feelings are telling you no?
is it just a case of mind over heart?
or something more?

it's going to be fucking xmas.
& i had to let some insignificant bitch ruin my short holiday back home.
curse me all you want, for me calling people names+using horrible language.
YOU CAUSED ALL THIS SHIT I'M GOING THROUGH.
i dont even care if you read this blog.
i dont care how you feel.
just go on somewhere and leave us alone.

what's with me and end of years?
it's always fucked up.
at least for the past 3 years.

don't know where i'm going to go from here.
everything seemed nicely planned....
all those long-term goals,
now seem to just mock me for just being who i am.
stupid.

i weep...

tears i never expect to shed.
trust i never tot i would lose.
how am i even going to open my mouth to ask?
have i been so guilable?

punk or junk?

i cut my hair.
no pics to show as yet...
but got short fringe and top portion of hair,
while i got longer bits at the back lower bit.
so, go imagine while i think of whats for lunch.

brother's new flat: the balcony+chill out area.

brother's new flat: the living+dining area.

Tiger all sleeping+cute

another bag i like but i cant buy....cos not allowed.

boring points:

i'm in sg now.
i won 86pounds in the lotto just before i headed back here.
i have yet to gain my appetite.
never feel hungry and the food i eat don't seem as appetising as before.
dave's still in camp.
=(
the new car's Huge.....
trying to park it is a struggle,
but at least i havent not nicked any paint work yet.
hope not to anyway.
this is one weird blog entry.
typing in tiny burst of words.
maybe cos i'm really sleepy.
nites.

purrrr......

booty's sitting on my lap now.
sigh...
will miss her warming up my leg
*sob*

going, going...

i don't think i've ever found it so hard to leave London for Singapore.
maybe it's cos i know i can never pack light.
maybe it's cos Booty's going back to Liz.
will miss this little terror who:
uses my carpet as her scratching mat,
jumps into my bathtub and expects me to turn on the tap so she can drink from it,
stays in bed with me even when i sleep for the whole day,
never plays with any of the new toys i got her......
*sniff*
another cat's going out of my life.
glad she was my companion for the past few months,
seeing her sitting by the door once i get home.
it sure beats coming back to an empty flat.

tata London.
winter sucks.

ooohhhh i forgot about it, but i found another Space Invader! =]

can anyone tell me what's the model name of this aston martin?

gosh, there are SO many Tans in Sg

i am part of the 1.7% of Angs in spore.

i actually really really like this photo. i look like an idiot in it but hey, at least i'm a happy one! =]

end of fashion show. i missed getting a photo of the back of that pink dress!!! arghs

i LOVE this dress.....

walking in a ball...seems fun

a clockwork orange: "i'm singing in the rain..."

cowgals with supershortskirts

nice undies yeah?

went up to Birmingham for the Clotheshowlive exhitbition.
was a tad apprehensive at first about going for it as tickets were going for 20quid,
but it was good!
the fashion show had different themes thoughout, which had the models doing the cowboy dance etc.
also had a part out of Kubrick's "The clockwork orange", which left me a bit uncomfortable though.
i guess if you did watch the movie, you will understand why.

after the show, me+friend realised that we had 3 halls worth of stalls for us to shop thru!!!!
but we only had 1.5hours left before the exhibition closed for the day.
we rushed through and sadly only covered 1/4 of it?
*sigh*
in the end i only bought a poncho for myself,
a bag for sis's friend.
2 t-shirts for dave.
another top for someone's xmas pressie.
that's it.
oh, a stocking full of goodies for booty the cat.
=]

good trip,
besides 2 horrible brits i met on my trip.
oh well.
enough of my bashing england.

ta-ma-de

finally got through to Singlepoint today.
they said my phone was being barred cos i had an outstanding amount of 140+pounds.
(yes, i talk+sms that much.... =[ )
so anyway, i did make my payment last week!
so the person checked and said that it was their system that didnt take the payment.
&^%^%#%
idiots idiots!!!!
now i have to wait for 30mins-24hours before my phone comes back to live.
while i use a pay-as-you-go sim card.
think i am going to write in an complain, this is SO not my fault.
*grrrrr*

figgerty fick fick

my phone is down.........
tried to make phone calls and all i get is:
"this call is restricted on your phone. please contact your service provider."
but Freaking Singlepoint is experiencing high call volume and i cant get through!!!!!!
my wireless internet is also down down down!
this day sucks.

i need to, have to... be going home soon. to see dave+candice before my sanity's gone!

yeah....

sniff

nose still running.
chesty cough still driving me nuts.
dave's gone for reservist duty.
can i cry my eyes out now?

yes i know that is a HUGE photo of my face...

i might change it again later when i'm in the mood.
did some shopping today.
*grin*
yes yes i know....when i'm sick i should be home resting.
but i was hunting for school stuff when i saw other items.

anyway,the important thing i wanted to blog was:
Having a cat that sits on my lap while i do my stuff on the pc is really quite nice.
ahhh...
Booty's going to go back to her owner before i leave for home.

so sick...

2.58am.
i cant sleep.
went to bed at 11 and woke up at 1.30am....
tossed and turned in bed for an hour & i gave up.
so here i am, typing this while i'm all bundled up under a blanket.
made a cup of milo too.
='(
how can i be so sick until the point that i cant sleep????

hmmmmmm.....

Mister Sandman, bring me a dream.
Make him the cutest that I've ever seen.
Give him two lips like roses in clover.
Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over.

Sandman, I'm so alone.
Don't have nobody to call my own.
Please turn on your magic beam.
Mister Sandman, bring me a dream.

Mister Sandman, bring me a dream.
Make him the cutest that I've ever seen.
Give him the word that I'm not a roamer.
Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over.

Sandman, I'm so alone.
Don't have nobody to call my own.
Please turn on your magic beam.
Mister Sandman, bring me a dream.

Mister Sandman, bring us a dream.
Give him a pair of eyes with a congeal of gleam.
Give him a lonely heart like Harlehatschi.
And not so wavy hair like Liberatschi

Mister Sandman, someone to hold.
Would be so peachy before we're too old.
So please turn on your magic beam.
Mister Sandman, bring us,
Please, please, please,
Mister Sandman, bring us a dream.

i always fall sick near datelines!

having a running nose....
talking to my friend about his corn in his food, when i suddenly remember:
Kenny Rodgers Corn Muffin!!!
i miss them so much!
the roast chicken to, with macaroni+cheese & cold penne salad!
*frown*
will head to bed now with those food in my mind, with a now blocked up nose.

foxyyy

just started to use Mozilla FireFox instead of IE.
i must say it's quite good.
it's quite like IE, but i really like it's 'open in new tab' option.
which means i can open many new pages in 1 window!
great when i'm surfing ebay.
heh
or when i'm surfing the web for research!

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the old Tudor Door....

old melanin ware on display in window

pots and pans hanging from the ceiling. Very old English feel....

photos of The Troubadour: my latest favourite hunt. there's lovely food+ambience+decor and i happened to have a very nicely posed model.

photo taken when i walked to the post office the other day @ 9am. was totally freezing my butt off, but it was a beautiful morning.

booty all curled up.... wish i was a cat.

bahhhh

after that Pot noodle experience last night...
i waited for like 1hr+ before heading to bed, but still i couldnt sleep.
tummy was bloated & i tossed abt trying to keep my feet warm....
when i did finally fall asleep, i had nightmares.
2 nightmares that irritated my whole sleep.
=(

potty noodle experience

Felt hungry at 3 in the morning...so off i went to raid the pantry.
Was going to cook a bowl of myojo chicken with an egg but i saw this cup noodle sitting on the shelf, & decided to i'll be lazy & just eat out of a cup.
It's CRAP!
Any asian cup noodle will taste better than this!
In fact, ALL instant noodles in UK suck.
So here's a kind warning from me:
Don't eat any english instant noodles! Be it Pot noodle, Super noodle
(note that they have silly names too) it's Bleah tasting.
No wonder we see tons of Chinese going to chinatown and lugging cartons of noodles home....
now i really regret not cooking the myojo.

day out to drool at flashy cars....

went to the MPH04 exhibition today at Earls Court.
dunno what MPH stands for but anyway, the ticket came with a 75mins live show,
where they paraded the cars and natuarally some stunts were done.
Those cars on were to die for....but most of them had engines that roared,
i would rather have a car that's nice and purrrrrrsssss.
i'm too tired to blabber on about the live show and while i'm trying to extract the photos from my phone,
enjoy those that i've managed to put on.

love this Lotus. the one with an orange paintjob was just so so bloody flashy+nice

dunno the name.....

i think this car's ugly. my friend gives me the dirty look.... the Zonda....

*racking brains* dunno name

another "i cant remember it's name" car

TVRs..

erm... car.

erm yellow car

a Jaguar in it's most raw finish. nice eh!

mini convertible..... still prefer the normal one. but this is quite a nice color.

the Smart Coupe

an aston martin?

the long-awaited visa

yes yes, that's an ugly me.
This's my new visa which cost me bloody 160pounds.
At least it has improved from just being a mere stamp in my passport.
I am SO gonna make full use of this visa - will stay right to the end of it: 31.10.05
That's provided i don't piss my parents off by travelling big time after i graduate.....
hmmm.
but that's what i wanna do!!!

hibernation

sister flew home last thurs.
i stayed in on Friday, Sat, Sun & Monday.
4 days straight without going out of the flat.
my excuse is that it's cold.
sigh.
winter is SO not good for one trying to be condusive.
*yawn*
8.25pm on a tuesday now.
time for dinner and schoolwork i guess.

moaning at my fats....

Your current weight is within the range of normal weights.

Your target weight is 50.0kg (7st 12lb).Though your current weight is already within normal limits, your slimming goal remains reasonable, because once you reach 50.0kg (7st 12lb), your new BMI will be 18.6, still inside the "normal" range.

*gasp* i WANT, am DYING for, absolutely LOVE, this camera!!!!!

ahh.... just realised that the previous photo i posted was of a different model.
This is the one that i like.
It's much slimmer+nicer.
argh.
no moolah.

just 1 month more to go...

yet, i am feeling down.
cant even cry this feeling away 'cos there's no reason to.

unfortunately for me, i've erm...ended up falling for a LV bag.
Yes yes, i can hear all the "Yeeeeewwwww" from you all.
but but i really like this one for it's compartmetns and design.
Not for the monogram pattern.... *sigh*
anyway, it looks better in real life.
This photo is not that great.
Shall continue day dreaming, cos i'm never gonna be able to buy this bag.

3 bloody days!

changed internet provider and internet was down while they got the changes done.
it was me+sis feeling quite helpless,
not being able to get on the net to do anything.
so we resorted to the tv.
which is boring too!

while on the bus & stuck in a jam to get to the fireworks, i was coughing like mad.
then my friend so kindly offered me a Atkins mint he got from a career fair.
so cheesy! hhaa.
it did stop me from coughing for a while though...

went to Alexandra Palace on sat for the Guy Fawkes Bonfire night party.
It was all the way up north of London and as it was pitch dark by 5pm,
we couldnt see any of the supposedly good view over London.
The fireworks display was free and lasted a good whole 30mins.
Was not too bad, though i still think the one at Battersea lasy year was slightly better.
Maybe it was cos i was standing right infront of the launching area?
hmmm....

was browsing throught friendster when i saw this photo of my churchmates back home.
boo hoo... just realised how much i miss them and the rest of the community.
I bet i've missed out on SO much that's happened over the past years. =(

booty trying hard to look more adorable. i think she's put on weight hmmm....

this is my quacking sheep! isnt it cute!! i had it stuffed right infront of me at Hamleys! yeah yeah....i'm still a kid. = P

it's a never ending issue...

go on, play this battle of the sexes game.

i want this pair of 1970s chair!!!!!!! 70pounds though. *sob*

see that GIANT sundae cup my sister is holding on to?
we went to HRC last night for drinks+dessert and because i so badly wanted the brownie cup, we took it.
*grin*
we really wanted to buy it from them but they said i wasnt for sale.
spoke to a senior stuff and he said that we could have it,
if we could take it out of the place without the staff knowing.
so there, it's mine now!

here's presenting:my very 1st pumpkin

grey is upon london yet again

weather for today is: just grey with light drizzles.
gets me down again.
it's one of those "i want to walk in the rain" days.
*sigh*
i want to be a better person, i really do.
but why am i finding it so tough?

Oh oh....

Been pacing the streets of London and it's not good news!
everytime i go out, i end up seeing something i like and get all gutted when i can't buy it.
This weekend was a total nightmare.
Way too many things i want and way too broke....
I really really like the furry Mango bag but which color is better?
Scroll down and i think if you don't get a heart attack, i think Dave will.
*gulp*
doesnt help now that i want to save up for a 440pound item...

chocolate with peanut butter! the absolute combination. yummy!

40pound uniqlo coat.....

the wool hunting cap from uniqlo.

rabbit apron..hmmmm...which is nicer for a girl?