damn bug evolved...

into Gastroenteritis - or so called 'stomach flu'. It sure was no fun running to the toilet like 15 times in 1 day and even through the night. urgh. I swear i didn't eat anything wrong!! Crawled to the doctors in the end and got antibiotics. I hope it goes away fast fast fast!!! If not there goes all my X'mas parties! *boo hoo*

damn bug

this is a totally random entry:

think blogging is going to be a weekly thing. That's actually when i have time to sit down and ignore work for a few minutes... This week we had our company xmas dinner, then a bunch of us went out for beer after... then i caught some kinda bug that made me throw up and bend over double with pain in the tummy (hk ppl say it's a cold & that i am not used to hk) Didnt see a doctor as i dont like to but did you know that as a foreigner in HK, you pay like 3 times more than the locals if you go to a GP!

So anyway just read my last Sat's entry and hey, it's Sat again and it's 6.07pm already.
what should i do after work... *hmmmm*
shop? eat? go home to sleep?

spotted a 3mth old cat with 2 different color eyes.. HKD2900!! think i will just adopt one if i really feel the urge to have a cat. *sigh* wonder how tiger & booty are...

Sat

Supposed to work from 9 - 1.
It's 5 now and i'm still here typing this.
I don't feel like shopping.
I just want to go somewhere, be alone and watch people walk by.
I just want to blend into the surroundings.
I just want to not exist for a moment.

So that I can ignore what people say.
So that I can ignore what people do.

Maybe I just cannot face reality.
Or maybe some people are just driving me up the wall.

2309hours

leaving office now....

dead dog

I think it's the first time ever that I have neglected my blog for so long.
I really am that busy... really.
I work from 9am - 10pm... 8.30 on a goodday that comes once a blue moon.
So there... after having dinner at 11.30pm for 1 week straight, I have gone all pear shape.
=(
so there...
i work long hours
put on weight eating late dinners
only see hong kong city once a week
leave behind my other half + a cuddly cat

makes it so hard to see how this job is worth it

Another first...

Official first day of work and it didn't exactly start off great. Got moved to another table that i'm not fond of - nvm i thought. Then i walked in and found that it was in a HUGE mess which i had to clean up... (i'm like what the hell! you all know i'm coming in today)

So anyway the day went by doing little tasks and it's ok. Just feeling a bit neither here nor there 'cos i'm not really in charge of any account yet. On a good note, i have been sent to work in the footwear department and i am going on a trip to China next week!

Got to go.. it's 9 pm and i have to find my own way home - not good news cos i've no idea how to.

*pout*

Bunniful Birthday Cannie!!

Celabrated Candice's birthday last night & it was really nice, with her ever-so-hip parents dancing to the live band & us crazy friends trying to make her drink more more more! Her birthday cake was damn nice - a 'banana rum choc cake', and the booze induced night ended for her with a Bacardi 151. Sorry hun! Hope your feeling alright now & we love you!

'embrace the bag....'
*grin*

SIN-HK-SIN-HK-SIN-HK

Urgh.
At the rate i am going, i am going to get quite sick of airports. It's not really the flying, it's more of the checking in 2 hours before bit... hate it that i need to get there so early and then roam the airport.

So anyway yes i'm back again. Will be in SIN for about 2 more weeks before i fly off to HK on the 20th to start on my 2 year contract. Wish me luck.... will most likely be hanging out 90% in my office. Good way to loose weight + save moolah.

*yawn*
back to slacking now
ta~

City of bright lights: no time

to breath
to chat online
to really sit down and blog
to walk around to take in the surroundings...

only my trial week and i alreadystarting to feel all drained out.
=(

City of bright lights: Bag Heaven

So i walked into the office today and was first greeted by two luscious white sofas + flat screen tv on wall showing fashion catwalks... then proceeded into the office area which is nice & good as they just moved in 1 mth ago. Was shown the usual stuff (toilet, pantry etc) then i was led into some corner. The door pushed open and at that moment, i thought i had just died and gone to bag heaven... seriously. It was the showroom and i have NEVER seen that many fashion bags in 1 huge room before! From straw beach bags to the latest Spy bag look alike to to errr... tons of evening bags to metallic fabric tots to... ahhhhhhh

*plop*

think i have just been cured of my bag-buying habit - I will be talking, eating, breathing & sleeping handbags for the next 2 years. Will take photos tomorrow, if i survive my trip to the wholesale market, which is where i think thousands & thousands of bags will be bekoning me to pick them, touch them & buy them!

freebie III - HK

kinda weird to sleep alone with another empty bed

erm tv, desk, main door...
I've got free internet connection in the service apartment that the company has got for me! It's not huge but cosy & just nice... though i do wonder what will male guests think when they see the purple drapes and bedcovers. I like it though but as much as i would like to stay here longer, it's too much like a hotel room - not homely enough. Got to go unpack some clothes to wear tomorrow and pray i get up on time to make my way to Marco Polo Hotel to meet my manager.

freebie II

Inside departure hall now and free internet's everywhere. I seriously love Changi airport... anyway this is the first time i've got so much time for me to slowly walk through duty free. Usually, i'm running and huffing to get to my gate which always seem extra far away. There's is group of 'students' all in red blazers... i wonder who they actually are. Team Singapore? Ok i'm blabbling nonsense again. Will go back to shopping & hope CX's service is good!

freebie

At Pacific Coffee Company now at Changi Terminal 1. Have been here since like 2.30pm and my flight's 6.30! oh well. Ooopsss.. got to run! Dad wants to go off in time to buy his 4D. Hope i get to blog from HK~ tata

Thank goodness Miyagi likes beer!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
I've got a message from Dave!!! All the way from their ulu base camp in Rockhampton with a canteen that the men track to everyday for some beer. Apparently beer costs the same there as coke so obviously you know their preferred choice... Thanks to Mr. Miyagi out there too and Mr. Brown for putting it up!

Dave called me last night and told me to check Miyagi's blog (which i do everyday anyway...) and i found it odd that he was 'insisting'. So i checked, it was the entry on Miyagi thinking of his beehoon with fishcake+luncheon meat. Told Dave and thought i heard a tinge of disappointment. Anyway he said nevermind, just continue to check it when i can, which is what i did the first thing this morning! (not that early morning lah, i woke up at 11.30only)

Wont be getting any sms or calls from Dave till he returns back to camp on Sunday, it's tough but this will carry me through.

Now i've got this silly smirk on my face.
It's definately my best morning ever.

cant imagine the many more ugly tanlines he will get from another 4 days out in the sun. *hiak hiak hiak*

hermit

so now Dave's in some camp in some desert with some Kangeroos roaming around them... and i'm bored bored bored!!!! Got no internet at home and my lappy's battery cannot survive a trip out to Mac's to use their WiFi, so i've resorted to drive all the way to my brother's flat. Typing this while i sit on the cool cement finish floor, jazz playing in the background and his two cats playing around with something that tinkles...

ahhh... very peaceful here actually. would so love to buy a flat in this vacinity but i got no moolah. work work work! i need work!

then again i do have that job option in HK...
urgh

i'm going brain dead staying home to watch my cat sleep and going through the dvds of Lost.

wonder how Dave+Mr Miyagi are in Aussie now....

sulking

I've got no internet at home and with Dave going off to Kangaroo land tomorrow, there's no other place to have internet access! *pout* Anyway i'm still considering my HK offer as it's not really that good enough to live comfortably...

It's been weird being back.
So many new shops, new pubs, new clubs.
I'm actually a tad scared to venture out.
Doesn't help that Cannie is not in town to party with me too!
urgh.

Should i stay or should i go....

back.... for now

Greetings from an internet cafe in Stamford House. Ain't got no internet access set up at home and i feel kinda rediculous that i have to resort to an internet cafe. Anyway, just parked Dave's car in City Hall (no i didn't trash it) and since i can't shop, i will blog.

Somehow i managed to check in 55kg worth of luggage without a hitch or even a look from the counter staff! She even told me that my main luggage was too heavy at 34kg and told me to transfer some stuff to another pieace of luggage. (btw, i checked in 4 pcs)

So anyway i am too lazy to type anymore but yeah, i'm back in Singapore. You all know my Sg number so call me... as i lost all my contacts along with my lovely 6230. *sob*

Oh, i might be going to Hong Kong... to work.

not exactly the sort of jetsetting i had in mind

back from Dublin.
i've been flying every 2 days.
need to pack flat.
leaving tomorrow.
urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wish you were here

too tired to blog

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

who where is David?

Ciao peeps.

at an internet cafe in Florence now. supposed to go check out the statue of David today + visit Pisa but me and sis decided to check out the Prada factory outlet - it's actually in the factory itself! Anyway 5 days in Italy and we're way too broke. So much discount outlets to see that i just want to weep. Anyway could a kind soul in Spore do me a favour? I blogged about a Swarovski ring a while back and i have tried hunting for in all over Italy but i cant see it! So could erm someone help me to check out Swarovski in Spore? I just want to know if they sell it in the first place and how much it costs! Gracias!

hope i wont go wuzzy on the plane...

off to Italy for the next 10days.
ciao~

loss and gain

while my sister is slamming me about me losing my phone, i decided that i shall do the same. After drinks last night, straggling in my heels to catch the bus home i found some foreign objects in my bag. Turns out that my sister shoved into my bag -

1: the bar's drinks menu
2: an envelope containing a free membership of some guy call Sid
3: a good luck+happy birthday card that's for Sid too!

i'm like WTF! why they hell did she take all those stuff?! Now i feel so bad for having the good luck+birthday card....

fucking lost my mobile phone...

a pint for the night

If you're in the UK, check out megabus.com for their 100,000 free seats. I did and booked 2 tickets to Oxford and only had to pay 50pence for the booking fee. Me & sis were supposed to make the day trip up there yah, but the free ticket meant we could only book a 5.05am bus departing Victoria, which also meant we needed to leave the house at 4am.

We never made it to Oxford today cos if we did, i wouldnt be here now typing this. So anyway, at about 1am i gave up trying to stay awake and went to bury my face in the pillow. Didn't wake up till 10am. Oh well, guess i'll never see Oxford again for the rest of my stay in UK...

really really...

*Sob* I’ve spotted this ring that I really love and I really want but I really cannot afford.

Don’t you spout any demeaning comments about my wants because you’re not in any way better than any other person – everyone has wants.

omg, i want this!

After all that hesitation of if i should get an ipod photo, i'm kinda glad i've waited! this new ipod nano looks way toooo good. hmmm... i have to go check it out for myself. play around with it to see if it's really that small+handy+great! Ain't it pretty in black? ahhh... think i've got my xmas wishlist settled then.

heh heh.

space invaders

yeah! i found another space invader today! *beams* i'll miss them when i'm back in spore... for me, there's nothing more amusing than stumbling upon an invader when you're not looking for it.

when litter is my estate's best friend...

this guy was dancing right against the massive sound systems! wonder how his eardrums are like now....

the old fashioned ice-cream churner, although what we bought was coconut slush

then we went on to watch the parade and while we were baking in the sun, this guy in the parade came along with a near empty bottle of like whiskey. Very much like a drunken ali baba... naturally we had to take a photo with him lah

think this was the best costume of all that we saw, think it's meant to be a dove...

then the London school of Samba troupe came along and there on their float was this oriental gal with nothing much on!

*cough*

gave up watching the parade after like 3 hours + getting a tan and decided to crash sis's friend's house party to get some beer. walked pass Pentagram and gosh, i think now i know where they got their name from

ya i was a bit too excited lah...

so we got to the house party, used the loo, grabbed a beer, waved hi to the bunch in the garden and left to go Harrods for some aircon! felt a tad bad though, like we just made use of them. heh

nearing the tube station, i spotted this pair crazily dancing on top of the bus shelter....wonder how they got up there and then was wondering what would happen if the bus shelter collaspes. =P

oh and did you know that they have a hair dryer in the Harrods ladies toilet? Just found out that day and of course i had to try it out mah....

"i'm counting down the days....."

You were right.
And I don't want to be here if you're gonna be there.
Was that supposed to happen?
I'll hold tight.
I'll remember to smile.
Though it has been a while.
And without you does it matter?

There's no room.
No place to start.
When our souls are apart.

I want to travel through time.
See your surprise.
I'd hold you so tight.
I'm counting down the days tonight.
I just want to be a million miles away from here.
I'm counting down the days.

How've you been?
It's just the usual here.
And days are feeling like years.
And every day's without you.
Now I cry just a little too much when I think of your touch
And everything about you.

I feel cold.
I'm in the dark.
When our souls are apart.

I want to travel through time.
See your surprise.
I'd hold you so tight.
I'm counting down the days tonight.
I just want to be a million miles away from here.

I'm counting down the days.
I'm counting down the days.
I'm gonna be you surprise.
I'm gonna hold you so tight.

me + sis + jay(in town from Milan) went to Buckingham Palace yesterday to see the state rooms. No photos cos we aint allowed to take any! bleah. so anyway this was taken after the stateroom tour ended with us on garden grounds of the palace.

I know i look very very upset in this photo but it's just that the sun was in my face & i had to squint....

Jay mimicking the famous royal wave

walking to the souvenier shop and of course, that's my sister with her friendly handsign.

that-time-of-the-year-again

so at 3:27am i can hear some crazy peeps are karaokeing to some rock ballad. for goodness sake you people, go freaking get some sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!! i seriously don't see the fun in this annual event. it just makes the streets dirty + oily, the air smell of bbq, everywhere stinking of pee and and... someone actually burned down a wooden bench in the garden infront of my place!

*If only i was a pensioner, the council will actually pay for me to get away from the noise+mess of the weekend.

secrets: will you share yours?

Every so often, i would go and read the secrets that people have posted in. Some are shocking, some you emphatise with them while some make you laugh but after i've finished scrolling through the secrets, i feel a tinge of envy. Envious that these people have the guts to write their secrets down and post it off... i guess it does work as some sort of output/theraphy.

burst of outbursts

i really hope things will change for the better.
i'm only just a girl... and soon a women.

*giggle*

my funny other half

Blistery Autumn Day

Fifteen pounds was paid
Departure date has been changed
Soon...
I'll be home for good

Please say you'll fix me...

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Prague: Saccharine

happy news

Cherylann's getting married! It's most likely to take place middle of next year. Oooh i'm so elated and excited for her!! The first gal among our group to get hitched. *Awwwww*

how about a canoe?

So after all the plane crashes that happened recently, i told my sister that maybe i could just take a boat home. Who's to then expect that a ship has sunk off the coast of Columbia, with more than 100 people feared to have drowned. *eeps* I'm getting the jitters...

seriously taking the piss

The saga continues with the council tax issues. Just as we were considering to pay our share (which i am not suppose to as i'm not liable), HE tells me that he is going to charge me for his summons too!

the end?

today's a day of another airplane crash, 1 helicopter crash, 1 major earthquake... erm, *sigh*

legal crap

so for the first time in my 24 yrs, i'm getting threatened with legal action. sian ah.... guess i just have to settle the $$$ issues with the scheming ex-landlord.

beyond words

nothing that is said now will ever change anything that happened.

just say that as much as i want to get it all out, hurt + anger don't just disappear like that. yes it's been months and everyone would presume i've let it all go but it's still eating me inside.

while i don't want to talk anymore about it, it seems like the most important people to me are just trying to brush it aside and pretend it never happened.

i will never know why things happened as they did. i know i've said before that all things happen for a reason... this time i just can't seem to find the reason.

your actions have left behind scars.
moving on is such a bitch.
wonder why i even want to come home.

Nouvelle Vague

In a Manner of speaking
I just want to say
That I could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing

In a manner of speaking
I don't understand
How love in silence becomes reprimand
But the way that i feel about you
Is beyond words

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Ohohohoh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me everything

In a manner of speaking
Semantics won't do
In this life that we live we only make do
And the way that we feel
Might have to be sacrified

So in a manner of speaking
I just want to say
That just like you I should find a way
To tell you everything
By saying nothing.

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Ohohohoh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me everything

tacky men in London

badpickuplineman: "Hi lady, you look so elegant! Are you single?"
me: "Nope"
badpickuplineman: "Oh no i'm sure you're single!"

yauatcha!

Got today off work and to dimsum i went. After which we moved on to have nice pretty desserts and tea, although i had some mandarin juice+lemongrass+mint+chilli. The tea list was impressive though it left us sniggering at the 500 year old tea which costs £210 a pot. The waitress all wore their hair in the same style+ wore white and looked good!

The rows and rows of tea containers which i like

the packing counter of takeaway orders - look at all those yellow, pink and grey ribbons! Yauatcha has very very nice packaging for their cakes, no photos though.

the Shanghai Lily that me+zy had

kenneth's cake that had some Absinth in it

Denise's cake that had lychee+raspberry

Will's cake that was to contain some 'exotic fruits' but i only see kiwi and some strawberry and and... how exotic can that be?

the very pink rose on our table.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
but i cant escape the truth...
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yesh, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
but i cant escape the truth...
I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, its true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

how is one suppose to react

when she realises at the age of 24 that she was 'back up' plan?

if only i matched 5 numbers...

i would have won 1000pounds.
but i am thankful that i matched 4 anyway and won 40pounds.
better than nothing!

i'm really tired and not in the mood to blog but just want to say that for 1 girl to affect so many people with her actions, and not want to explain her reasons... why talk about karma of other people when you know that your own will come back to haunt you?

i've got this bag that i'm selling...... but the more i look at it the more it tugs at my heart. *sigh* i dont think we have this label in spore. how how??? to sell or not to sell?

What am i like?

Your answers suggest you are a Peacemaker

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Peacemakers

• Value personal freedom
• Particularly sensitive to the feelings of others
• Think of themselves as steady, gentle and sympathetic
• Others may mistake their quiet nature for weakness

More about Peacemakers

Peacemakers focus on the present and enjoy helping others in practical ways. They are sensitive to the world around them and take quiet joy from people and nature, particularly animals. Peacemakers value close relationships, but it may take time for others to get to know them.

Peacemakers are the most likely group to say they dislike reading history books, according to a UK survey.

Peacemakers live by a set of personal values, which they work hard to reflect in their everyday life. They would rather support an activity than organise it. When they do find themselves in leadership positions, they observe quietly and lead by example.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Peacemakers may withdraw and become self-critical. Under extreme stress, Peacemakers may become even more critical of themselves and others and make harsh judgements about minor issues.

Peacemakers tend to show someone how much they care about them by helping them in a practical way rather than putting their feelings into words.

Peacemaker Careers

Peacemakers are often drawn to jobs that allow them to serve others and require close attention to detail.

awwww... nice black cat

"my sister is so crap in taking photos" face

"booty booty, look at the camera" face

that bobby's a prick

so all this terrorist hoohah on my street ya?
On the way home after work and i walked to the corden to ask to be let in but the PRICK of a police refused to let me in!

Prick: "you cant go in".
Me: "but i live 2 doors from this corden!"
Prick: "no you cant go in"

All this time, other people were being led by other policemen to their doorsteps & this Prick of an ass refuses to even negotiate with me. So i was standing there fuming like mad before i went up to the Prick and said:"look, people on the opposite row got home and there's 2 other people walking from the other direction!!!!!!"

Obviously i irritated him and he said:"will you just bear with me for a minute?" Then another policeman came along and they blabbered something & said it's ok for me to go to my unit. I AM SOOOOO FUMING MAD WITH THAT PRICK! *evil squint* I so want to grab some eggs and smash it into him.

ARGHS

So apparently a man suspected to be a 5th bombers was arrested at a unit 2 units away from my block... way too close for comfort. At least it's good news that they've arrested all the other 4 bombers too.

5 days 4 nights in Prague

ain't the best thing to happen when it's my mum i'm travelling with + considering how very last minute the trip was, i think i almost wanted to throw myself over Charles Bridge. Will update tomorrow, when mum's gone & when i get back from work. Yes, work.

graduation photos here

there's no need to sign in, just click on 'view pictures'

5 times at close range!

A suspect was chased by police and when they caught up with him, the cop took his automatic pistol and pumped 5 shots into the suspect. Poor guy... must be dead as can be.

yes i'm safe: got a nice pink trimming, no fur though

too tired to blog, so i'll share my favourite photo of the day.

just one more thing:
you who made the snide remark about my shoes?
well you know what: mum just bought me another pair of shoes yesterday, so you can just eat your words.

24 and counting = I really need more feet

The current count is 22 pairs of shoes but officially, it shoud be 24 (but i really don't want to count in 2 pairs of trashy slippers). Out of the 22, at least 4 are going to be thrown-out / left behind / donated. Of course i wish i could keep every single pair but but...

I have a headache just looking at them all lined up. I dont even want to start thinking on how to get my shoes back home, without my mum flipping! What makes it seem worse is that i just bought another 2 pairs of shoes today. *gulp* The only good news is that the 2 new pairs are part of the 22.....

I need help!!! How am i going to bring them back without my mum ever finding out i have sooooooooo many?!!

is it just willpower?

or that this year's summer sale just ain't good enough. It's coming to the end of the massive sales, and i havent bought anything major! The only thing i got on sale was a 9.99 pair of Gap jeans that was originally 45.90. That's it....ok wait, I got a Paul Smith wallet for Dave. That doesn't really count 'cos it's not for me.
*sigh*
think i'm just in a whiney mood.

too hot to write

so i do quiz:

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

we can't go out so we eat!

After the bombing we were told to stay in and Friday+Saturday tv was boring, which resulted in us raiding our kitchen and coming up with ways to get rid of our massive food pile. Ideas came up but as with every dish you want to cook, you realise u need other ingrediants... so to Tesco + Thai store we went to grab the other bits and bobs to make some dumplings from scratch.

chive+scallop+water chesnut wonton

pork+onion+cabbage+chive+water chestnut dumpling

fried dumpling, fried wonton and dumplings cooked gyoza style. (dumpling mania was for our lunch and we munched on it while we prepared for a bbq for just me+sis )

bbq fanfare: marshmellow, fatty pork, asparagus, chicken satay

tiny bbq on my tiny balcony but it works!

toasted marshmellow vs sponge hand from live 8

I ate and ate and ate. Thinking about it, i've been eating lots for like 3 days straight. Yesterday i had 1 dish of dimsum & 1 mango pudding for lunch, then a crayfish salad + ham & cheese crossiant for tea, then a small pack of crisps + a bread & butter pudding and finally, 2 samosas, some papadum and 1 chapatti + chutney.

*burp*

think i need to detox soon.