Wednesday, October 29, 2008

This dull feeling in my heart...

that refuses to go away.

I don't know how to describe it.
Realising that I might have become the 'deletee' instead of the 'deleter'... maybe, maybe that's what's eating into me. A dull ache that lingers.

I can't seem to type more.
Mind is blank.
Fingers hesistant over the keyboard.

I...wish that I am not me.

'Coz I don't wish to exist anymore.





I hate myself more that anything else.

No comments: