i've never really gambled...but lately i've been telling myself to spend 2 pounds a week and buy the Lotto.
i get the lucky dip (equals to spore's quick pick) for a pound, on wed & on sat.
all this in hope i get a bit lucky.....and win enough to buy an air ticket home for a month in summer.
this little dream already sounds so impossible.
then i get news that my friend's wedding is on the 1st & 2nd of jan 05!
arghs.
i will be still on my winter holidays then.
but but......
why wasnt i born just slightly...ever so slightly richer. just enough to fly me home @ least once a year.
*sniff*